Clouds At Last

by Noiseware

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released January 18, 2018

All music written by Noiseware
Produced by Adhiraj Singh
Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by Adhiraj Singh at Refractor
Drum kit courtesy Furtados Music India
Live drum recording courtesy Levi’s Lounge India
Artwork by Aniket Patni

Aman Virdi - Vocals
Adhiraj Singh – Guitars, Arrangements
Aniket Patni – Guitars
Gautam Deb - Drums
Robert Alex – Bass

Kaushik Sinha - Video

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Track Name: Solar
Come stay with me for a while
Help me see illusions in the dark
What is real, and what is that I now believe

Run down by time, I suffocate
Is it all in the mind?
The choice to break
Give away

Swept away, unborn again
Only a drifting mind
Overcome my pain
The light will shine through
Over the hills of solitude
I’ve come to find myself again
And all things I know
Reaching out for what was meant to be

The thought within is what I’ve always known
It disappears with the night
It can’t be undone

This agitation within my mind
Losing trust of my own kind

Been a while
I’ve recognized the demons bred inside
They wont leave my side
Let me go now, I see the light
I’ve come to find my self again


Carried away, I abdicate
Every part of me, what I used to be
I’m left alone
And all I’m left to feel, never knew it to be real

I’m so lost.

These voices I hear inside my head
I’m a stranger to my own self
I’m lost within the darkness of my own mind
I’m not the man you make out to be
I’m gullible, at war with these things I feel
Not a moment away from this madness I breathe
Try and step away from this state I’m in

Return to life as I see it
Before it’s too late
Step away
And I’m now here to stay
Track Name: Within Dreams
Rise up
Through the darkness
This comes close and grows
Pushes the edge of what I know
That is all I am
And all there’s left to suppose
It drags me away
Away from the known

As far as these eyes can see
(I see)
I call this mine
No sight of myself
My reasons have failed me again
Portentous voices trap this mind of mine
Wipe away the path to dreams that we all see
Locked away in a shell, I lay there
Time stood still
(With) my reasons and my sanity
And now with the world at my feet
Will the anger ever fade away?

Endeavors to feel and comprehend
Convulsing reflections of obscurity within
The dagger; now it runs deep right through this heart of mine, That once was, now turned to stone

In times like these I wonder if its worth finding myself
I’d rather not, as I journey into the darkness
I’d rather see this, than pretend that I don’t feel
Don’t feel a thing
(I’m) all but a lost dream
Don’t feel a thing
Save me, now I’m lost within

As far as this mind can perceive
My reasons have failed me again

This fear is all I know
And all there’s left to control
It pull me away, away from what I’ll know

Mistrust is all I know
And all that’s left to fend off
I search for these answers buried deep down
Track Name: Vortex
Things all seem real to me
I’ve seen this grow to be more than what it should be
It feeds on what’s now left
Makes it’s way inside out
Breeds on my fear, now as I watch it grow
It corrodes all that’s left

As I let these thoughts sink into my mind, I’ve come too far
To know and to feel this pain
I come to the fore
I hear, I listen to the voices that follow me around

Reality as it was
And shades of me, all faded away
I’m wondering all of me, suffering

Now we step into the unknown
Yet a part of me is still far away
Need to find a way
I’ll run away
From this misery
As I go, I refuse to be
Yet a part of me tears away
At all that used to be

Walked too far away from the things now
I knew and the places that I had found a shade of myself in
And when walking away is the only answer
To journey is the only way, I look for myself

In places I have never been to
This voice inside only pushes me further down low
Urges me on
I can only chase the light I see
It draws me closer calling me out, wont let me stay
I’ll run away


Dreams I see grown on me
I’ve seen them move into my own reality
And all that’s left
Takes every hope I know
Feeds on my doubts now as I watch them grow
It controls all that’s left
Track Name: Paraflight
I lie awake
Far away from the furors of innocent truths I left behind
A glistening calm brings in the new day
The presence of myself, I’ll try to find

I realize what I chose to defy
Pushed aside, locked in the depths of my memories
Lasting thoughts of a beautiful mind we share
I stare at passing thoughts and endless stir in my mind

Frozen by the fear that runs deep
In the end we‘ll all go down the same way
Far away, away from this
All right through my being
I feel the need to bury my pain, all hidden away

In the end, we’ll face our own realities
In the end, we’ll all go down the same way

What if till the end we never meet ourselves?
Rather suffocate than reach out for it
What if till the end, I don’t see truth within?

And I slowly crawl
And I slowly watch me corrode

In the silence of the night, I seem to find myself again
And till the end I reach for it, I’ll strive
To discover these places in my mind
(As I call for your name and I know that you’re real)
This is a call I made
That you’re real

In the end, we’ll face our own realities
In the end, we‘re all just meant to fade away
In the end, we’ll all go down the same way
Track Name: Iridescent
As calm before a storm
I’ve left myself forsaken
Far too long
I've found​ ​the tenor of my pride
I’ve tried, just to know that
Everything’s realised in time on its own
Making sense of all this while

I find between all this time
And the distance that I’ve come
Far away from what I’ve known
My thoughts invading
My hope receding
Everything within me is an illusion
Save my soul, save me from this all

Not feel a thing
All too far and out
Less I know of the need to be real, be found
It’s all the same
You’re just a name I call upon
Wish I’d known something more

Facing all that I’ve known
And all that’s left within me
Consuming fear, these thoughts that now grow
Push the edge of my sanity

All my truth is now known
I’m here, away from where I used to be
Try to reach out,
reach for all of the sense to find me

Reach out for me.

An upward stream of nothingness ends all that could be
I drift away
Away from what will ever be known

As I keep and save my soul from this fear again
And I watch within these walls I’ve built on my own
And I scream, wanna run far away from this
Hold me down again

Hold me now

I hope I’m able to meet you in the eye
And justify
I hope I’m able to meet you in the eye
And justify
Track Name: Europa
There you are, awake and alive
The stillness around you, all you wish
I remember the times you found yourself falling down
All alone out of control
And I’m hoping to find out, I reach out
Where all your hope finds its place
Where all your truth now
You realize
Deliberation is the only one by your side

Breaking free from all I know
All I’m hoping is that I find myself somewhere
Find myself running circles
Watch me fall again, fall again
I fall
Will I fall again?

Trying to hold on
To all that’s alive, it’s inside
Echoes voices of a time
I remember the times you found yourself falling down
All alone, out of control

And I’m hoping to find out, I reach out
Torn between these things I see
For all the time that has passed
From the first to the last
A side of me, I’ve given it all

And I’m hoping to find out, I reach out
Torn between these things I see
For all the time that has passed
From the first to the last
A side of me, I’ve given it all

Behind all the reasons that I have
I’ll pull myself aside from all these fears that have me tied
If I were to know, the censures that have grown
I’ll pull myself away

Breaking free from all I know
I’m here to stay
I won’t let go, let go now
I won’t let go now
Track Name: Parallax
Listen to the silence
Within a fearful a mind
Every bit of me forever it haunts
Rather than sleep, I lie here all alone
Every fear witnessed, in my mind I drown
Here to stay in control of every breath I take
Everything that I fear and know
This time I refuse to play along
I stand tall
With an iron heart, I face it all

Watch me fall apart, away into pieces
Eventually it all puts a check on it
In this moment
I watch everything burn

I get away from this
Inside I feel it all
In this moment
It knocks me down to the floor
Is it too late now to break my fall?

I feel the need to separate this
All that’s within to hold
Cast away
I’m left to feel this dereliction
No way I can face this all

Far across, so far across
(Where the mind may go)
The distance that the mind may go to
I’m lost
Hoping I could find a way to reach out
Finally find a little piece of myself
Alone in this tiny shell

Alone, I try and face this cold wind
I hear shadows whisper my name

And now that I found
The illusions strewn across all around the ground
And I finally found this piece of me, it stays with me
I’m not afraid

And I finally found this piece worth holding on to
I feel my truth flow right through me
I’m not afraid
I lie awake, I’m here awake
I’ve found all of myself

I know, now I know
All of myself and my truth
Track Name: Clouds At Last
And I feel
The pulse of this life resonate through my veins
Now I’m free
And I descry the sense of my being, and I’m free
It’s all so real
I’ve been away for far too long, I’m left alone
And I feel
This part of me, took me so long to see
I’ve been away
I’m finally home

Right through to the end
Been waiting for the truth to reveal itself
Am I waiting to fail?
Passing through these corridors of pain within

Won’t go without a fight
I’ll push myself, towards what I need to know
Kill every fear within
I pray for light
Not afraid to reveal these scars under my skin

And I’ve been left alone, alone
With these thoughts I kill
Wish I had seen it come for me
It comes for me again and again
To the very end
This is my becoming
And all of me still carries on and on, and on

I‘m all but myself
This is my becoming

Pull myself aside from
Being forever lost
Coming to see what was always meant to be for me
Is all that I can see
Is all that I can be

Reach out for the light
I find what is forever true
Coming to feel what is now left of me to feel
Is all that I can feel

The scars are all my own
It’s a strange divide
Now I see every thought immerse
Kill every fear within
I pray for light

Parts of my being resurface again and again
I lay down all of myself for all to see
I’m home, finally free